BLISS

A very quick post before i go to bed!

the week has been really busy. So will it be for the next 4 days. Tuesday is sort of the end of misery. Friday is the official. School holidays is coming. I don’t think I can stop doing work during the weekends. There is still a lot more to do in order to complete everything, especially the section model which I think could be quite deadly.

Random topic here. I think I am quite a freaky person. In what way? I always find being in big groups, going out, to eat or whatsoever is a waste of time. Like, I don’t like to sit there being unproductive. Its boring and its not helping or doing any good to me. It is just eating up my time. I dislike talking to people whom I don’t know well. And I will never give a damn to start a conversation with someone else because I can survive without talking much when I’m outside. But when I’m home with my family, I’m a total different person. I like to talk a lot in front of them. Tell them a lot of stories, what I see, what happen around me and all sorts of bullshit. they cannot stand me, but that’s me! haha.

When it comes to other people. I dont want to talk to you or even care about you because you are wasting my time. Yeah, thats it. i know this is strange, but I just couldnt be bothered sometimes.

Something’s eating into me, since yesterday. About you and I. But we didnt quarrel.

I still have the same unknown and weird feeling from yesterday. This is bad. I don’t know how to stop it from coming.

Going out soon with my dad mom and bro for mac breakfast soon. Hopefully that will be a good start for today. Gonna finish my 3dmodel and cadding plus tod presentation that is almost done. Tod seems to be a struggle this time. But nonetheless, Quennie and I have paired up all the time, and that is a total of 6 times (going to be) since year 1 HTI. hahaha. Just hope things will go well on tuesday. Pls dont ask too many questions. hah.

Weekends have been quite mundane since year 3. Can hardly go out to anywhere. So holidays now really serves its purpose!

I FEEL SO FAT! 
I HAVE NEVER FELT SO FAT BEFORE. HAHA
I AM SERIOUS THIS TIME
I WANT TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT!
I CANT BEAR TO LOOK AT THE BIG TYRE AROUND MY WAIST!
IT REALLY IRKS ME AND MAKES ME SO FRUSTRATED EVERYTIME I FEEL MY STOMACH

I FEEL FATS!!

So, friends, stop me when I eat too much. No snacks, sweets, or too meaty food. I should seriously cut down on my chicken and chicken wings. haha.  

I hate running. Everyone in the world knows that! haha. I am going to start skipping everyday very soon. Starting on monday! So Im going to get a reasonable skipping rope length for myself and skip every bloody single day. HMPH!!!!! 

Why, when did i turn so fat! tsk. sigh. anyway, I BETTER STICK TO MY DIET!!! HAHA WARNING TO MYSELF

I made dinner for my family. Hmmm. Impromptu cooking does work better for me. hahaha. Im quite full now. Doing my tod while waiting for 1030. Cos we are going to fetch our mom at the airport. haha. Mom is finally coming back. Feels weird. I wonder how things would be like if I was only brought up by my dad. Hmmmm. Things must be really different, definitely different. 

I did tell you right, my dad’s cook is awesome. haahaha. He is more creative and innovative than my mom as he like experimenting with food. haha. I miss his porridge. And yam paste. damn shiok! 

Anw, life this week’s been pretty much slack. Had our interim crit on monday, nothing big deal, we have made it through anyway. This week passed quite quickly and we are moving on to week 5 and then to holidays. haha. Waiting……. The next big thing is IDS submission  on monday and matech submission on wed then tod presentation on the following friday. Cant wait to clear all this man. 

Alright, boring life as usual, gonna go back to work :0

By the way, I think GRIM is nice, maybe the effects sucks, that’s what raymond say, but I quite like that show. lol. random

Suddenly Im quite hipped up by what’s coming up on next friday! Im going to skate on friday, yes, all thanks to ms chua quennie who brought this up to me. I have this contradiction in myself. Whereby, I want so badly to have a pair of skates, I want to learn a new sports, which I did. But I think I have a slight phobia of playing anything that has got wheels, like skating, skateboard, etc. Maybe the greatest fear is the part when I fall down in front of people. And some evil people laugh at you forgetting that they have once fell down like me. And instead of helping, they laughed at me. Ohwell, I had a bad experience once. But who cares about those idiots who mocked at me! I guess they had never even put it on before. hahaha. 

So the whole point is, I shall keep fingers crossed that the route we are taking is an easy one, there is less crowd over there and therefore less obstruction, especially human. I dont want to hurt anyone in the course of playing. hahaha. 

Hmmm. Saturday went really fast today. As usual, saturday morning is my “folding clothes” session. hahaha. Then I chill a little. Did my consultation log. And then I prepared to go out with Raymond wong, first to lavender to get my hp to the service centre. it will only be back next week. I hope everything’s gonna be fine, and last till my fyp ends, at least!!!! Then we had wendy’s for the first time! Not so bad :) Then, to ION, I got my pair of shoes for school. Ahhh. Finally right! I know. hahaha. Wanted to catch “the lucky one” but its at 740pm and tickets are selling fast! Hence we didnt watch. So, here I am, at home blogging. 

Sunday will be rotting day. doing my work, while watching some pirated shows from internet downloads. hahaha. Chilling at home is great hobby. :) 

Hmm. Alright, I shall end here first :) Bye

OHhh gosh. Im so dreading ids assignment! I just get so sick of the cabinet. Looking for the same shit over and over again. So irritating. 6 more weeks. Just get over it, and the next project! I just want fyp to come and end all these QUICKLY. 

So uptight!

And bloody hotmail is getting on my nerves because I cant open mine, using mac! I dont know what is wrong! 

I need to do matech and ids now. No motivation at all :( sigh. This shouldnt be happening right

From FACEBOOK and I swear, this is so true. Like, improving on social abilities. Quiet unless excited or tensed part. hahaha. lol.

* Hardworking and productive* Smart, neat and organized* Sensitive and has deep thoughts* Knows how to make others happy* Quiet unless excited or tensed* Rather reserved* Highly attentive* Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds* Romantic but has difficulties expressing love* Loves children* Homely person* Loyal* Needs to improve social abilities* Easily jealous